All alone
locked up inside
the pain in my tears
has been here for years
all of my feelings all locked away
always getting hurt
always being played
my tender heart is breaking
cause of all I have been taking
not a single day goes by
that these blue eyes haven't cried
put together I've made seas
with all the tears that came from me
why can't anyone see
how much words hurt me
it never stops
I hate that I cry
I hate that I feel pain
always left out cold in the rain
no one cares
not one has feelings
I have never had help
with the shit that I'm dealing
there will come a time
there will come a day
when I will get better
then you all will pay
but that's just a dream
because, you see
things will never get better for me

^ I wrote this when I was 12. My studyskills teacher came up with the title.  Thank you Ms.Fretwell